I so desperately want my family to all be happy but nothing I seem to do makes things work out like that. I've always had an idea in my head as to how I wanted my life to turn out but somehow not much has worked out that way.

I'm trying not to complain it just seems that whenever I'm close to reaching my goals, something comes along and knocks me down. What's worse is when I'm knocked down and something else comes around and kicks me in the teeth.

I've certainly had my ups and downs. For instance I was selling a product on ebay when the supplier decided that ebay brought down the image of the brand and cancelled my account. It was selling so well and I was making a nice little income for very little work.

I picked myself up from that and started selling some home made candles and soaps online but then a hacker deleted the website and I didn't have proper backups. I know I should have been more careful but I'm really not technically minded. I hoped that my hosting company would've helped me out but they don't seem to be very company. Anyway, they're now out of business the last time I checked.
Keywords: goals, guilty, ebay